Why did I want what I knew wasn't good for me?!
I'm officially done with guy #1. I decided to ask him the question that I kept asking for myself "What does he want from me?" and guess what my answer was, SILENCE. To be honest I'm glad he didn't say anything, I mean what could he say? In the end all he wanted was sex, but I knew he didn't have the balls to tell me. So its OVER.