Thursday, October 27, 2011

Man, Fuck Your Opinions

After re-evaluating my relationship situation, I've come to the conclusion that the best boyfriend I had was the last guy I was with.

After further analyzing what led to our breakup, I realized that I was at fault; not only because I initiated the breakup, but because I never opened up to him and that was something he would always get upset over. 
I feel like asking him what I could do to make myself a better girlfriend for whoever I plan on being with in the future; because I figure he'd be blunt and give me an honest response.

That or I'll start singing "I Want You Back" by the Jackson 5 and tell him to come back to me. haha...no seriously. 

xoxo,
La Fille 

At A Stand Still

I decided that I wasn't going to talk to any guys which is the reason why I haven't made any posts. That coupled with the fact that I'm a major procrastinator and I just don't have much to say.

If I had to define myself in a nutshell, I'd have to say that I like familiarity; which explains my habit of continually going back to my exes. I also hate the process of getting to know a person...so I pushed off dating because, to be honest, I do NOT want to make the effort of getting my hopes up for a guy only to find out he ain't shit (excuse me if that sounded bitter)
Well, to make a long story short I've been re-evaluating my past relationships. All of which failed in one way or another; because I'm single (duh)

...and I can't help but wonder if I'm the problem. Every female would LIKE to think that she's the best thing since sliced bread but I'm really starting to feel like I'm the issue...but I'm funny, smart, and I'm not too bad on the eyes. So what's going on?!

Check this: the guy I was recently with asked to take a break and I asked to see other people, the one before him was a two-timer (cheating on his girlfriend with me), the one before him was immature, the one before him was a pervert, the one before him was immature, the one before him was a liar, and the one before him was a cheater.

Now either I suck at choosing guys, I attract sucky guys or I'm just a sucky person... How is it that only ONE of my exes is a great person? I reiterate, what the hell is really going on though?



xoxo,
La Fille