Thursday, October 27, 2011

At A Stand Still

I decided that I wasn't going to talk to any guys which is the reason why I haven't made any posts. That coupled with the fact that I'm a major procrastinator and I just don't have much to say.

If I had to define myself in a nutshell, I'd have to say that I like familiarity; which explains my habit of continually going back to my exes. I also hate the process of getting to know a person...so I pushed off dating because, to be honest, I do NOT want to make the effort of getting my hopes up for a guy only to find out he ain't shit (excuse me if that sounded bitter)
Well, to make a long story short I've been re-evaluating my past relationships. All of which failed in one way or another; because I'm single (duh)

...and I can't help but wonder if I'm the problem. Every female would LIKE to think that she's the best thing since sliced bread but I'm really starting to feel like I'm the issue...but I'm funny, smart, and I'm not too bad on the eyes. So what's going on?!

Check this: the guy I was recently with asked to take a break and I asked to see other people, the one before him was a two-timer (cheating on his girlfriend with me), the one before him was immature, the one before him was a pervert, the one before him was immature, the one before him was a liar, and the one before him was a cheater.

Now either I suck at choosing guys, I attract sucky guys or I'm just a sucky person... How is it that only ONE of my exes is a great person? I reiterate, what the hell is really going on though?



xoxo,
La Fille

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