So aside from the first most depressing thing going on in my life (school starting again), let me get y'all hip what been going on male wise. So there's a individual named Joshua that I've been interested in. I've fell for him ever since around my birthday time. Whats scary about this situation is I haven't had interested in a guy like this since forever!!! I just don't know what gets me weak about him. It varies from his succulent chocolate skin to his body frame. But besides that fact, i'm feeling him, I want him but does he feel the same? I could pretty much answer that question for myself but i refuse to accept the answer. I don't doubt that he has some sort of interest for me but
