I am...

Honestly i dont know what I am surprised,irritated, annoyed...etc. This weekend was pretty interesting. You guys are probably thinking this is going to be some juicy stuff. Nope nothing of the sort just something slight. Well, Sunday I saw guy #1 everything was okay. He kept "messing"(touchy, feely feely) with me which is pretty normal. Until, his main girl came around. Shes the main by default -__- yea, I know. That's just ugly. I figured he would of calmed down and not pay me any attention...well that wasn't the case he continued. I really didn't mind until I got to thinking what if she sees him? What if she pops off?...but if he doesn't care why should I?

Smooth turn out? Maybe? Maybe not?

This week has been full of straight shit! I mean from me going back and forth with my ghetto ass university to me dealing with collegues who actually started out as my friends to dealing with my insensitive syblings to even dealing with him. But your not reading this to hear about my adventures with whacku-versity and the scuba squad. You really wanna know what this guy is up to. Ok, for his sake and mine I won't even say his name but let me get you hip to whats been going on. Last week we got into a,huge argument and this was after I spent the night with him. The night we spent together was bliss and we didnt even have sex.
we just held each other and went to sleep. I honestly dont know what happened that morning and that night that we could get so riled up. anyways we argued went a couple of days before we resolved it and I was hoping to get some make up sex but that was dead for some odd ball reason. I didnt think anything of it. its only been a month since we had sex thats not a long time, right? o_O <---*pishhh* anyways