So aside from the first most depressing thing going on in my life (school starting again), let me get y'all hip what been going on male wise. So there's a individual named Joshua that I've been interested in. I've fell for him ever since around my birthday time. Whats scary about this situation is I haven't had interested in a guy like this since forever!!! I just don't know what gets me weak about him. It varies from his succulent chocolate skin to his body frame. But besides that fact, i'm feeling him, I want him but does he feel the same? I could pretty much answer that question for myself but i refuse to accept the answer. I don't doubt that he has some sort of interest for me but
he has a past that he isn't willing to let go. I don't mean to toot my own horn, *beep beep* BUT, I feel like i'm an awesome girl and feels like anybody should be blessed to have me as their girl. *sigh* Don't get me wrong i'm not really optimistic about getting in another relationship anytime soon so lets not get this all confused. I just need and want to know exactly what Joshua wants to do. We've chilled. We've hung out. we've had sleepless nights. We've had long DEEP conversations, so what else do you want? Whats hurting me and messing with my emotions is I felt like something was there, but now its like you done moved on to the next. *sigh* I go to school to get smarter not to look dumb at the end
Signed,
Eradicated Heart
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