okay, my week? Let's just say I've been pushing my feelings and love life to the side or on hold. Considering the up and down roller coaster I've been on for almost 3 years, that drained me out completely. Life is about experiences and it is a learning process. You make mistakes and you learn from them. I guess I was stuck in that place where being single and starting over just was not the option at all. Holding on to that last thread Just to see if a miracle or something would happen. But when feelings don't seem mutual, that shit stings, burns, cuts and kills everything inside of you. then you realize it's really over. I actually had to say it my self a few times to believe it.
My ex, thought it was okay to just play with my emotions, talked to me when he wanted to or when it was convenient for him. and I'm the idiot that answered and texted back every single time. And i should just stick around and wait right? FUCK THAT Took a long time to get to this point. But I got here finally. enough is enough. Seriously this time lol. I don't hate him tho. We can't even be friends, and i can't have someone like that in my life right now. I have so much going on already. I'm single, not looking it's straight, I'm exploring my options. I've really been vibin with one guy and he's cool, and has almost everything I look for in a guy. We're cool................. And thats all ima say, if I say more about that I will be giving myself away so I guess my post ends here....lol
XOXO
Vague
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