Happily ever after

Dear Mahogany,
    I really need to talk to you. Could you please meet me at 12453......... Bowie Md, 20715 at 7 PM. If you dont come Understand. P.S please come on time.
-Daniel
WTH Why does HE want. And when I mean by HE, this is is the person who is responsible for making my heart go into a coma; this is the person who entered my life with all my heart and left with my heart in pieces, this is the person who has knocked me from the top of the ladder to the very last step (deep right? yea I know).  But back to the program, at this point of time i'm so emotionless. I cant really tell yall how i'm feeling, but I will say i'm thinking " what other damage do you want to do to me now".  Ok, so it's 7:36 and I pull up to this driveway
(And yes im aware of the time, I am NOT rushing for him shooooo). I sit in the driveway, just inquiring as to what does HE want and whatever HE has to say why couldn't HE have just said it over the phone. Who wastes money on sending me a letter when you could have said everything you needed to say over the phone. Time had no mercy on me because when I actually walked out my car it was 8:14 *shrugs* As soon as I walked through the door HE greeted me at the door with a dozen of white roses. " Thanks for being on time" HE says. Man, if only yall was there, yall would of saw how I was about transfer into Muhommad Ali at champion game. Anywhoooo continuing, HE leads me to the sitting area of the house but PAUSE. Whose house is this?!? Cause I KNOW it's not his. Broke self (Sorry, don't judge me).  "Thank you for coming I really appreciate it, Do you want anything to drink"? I think HE got the picture when I looked at him with the * I DID NOT COME TO MINGLE* face, because HE seemed to have answered his own question. "Mahogany, I know your wondering why I asked you to come all the way over here, and I know your wondering why i'm finally reaching out after all these years. Mahogany, I LOVE YOU. The greatest mistake I ever made was letting you go. You have done nothing but give me your all, and i've abused it. Every day I've lived in torment knowing what I've done to you. I've tried other women, but no one and nothing compares to you. Every time I close my eyes I see you. I dream about your sensational chocolatey skin, the way you smile makes my whole day and how the simpliest touch makes my body shiver. Peoples nightmares consits of boogie monsters, death and falling off a cliff. My nightmare consisted of never seeing you or another man having my queen. I thought I was a man before, but I realized I was far from that, I was a boy. No man would break a womens heart like I did. No man would take advantage of a women like I did. No man would watch a women break and deteriate like I did and No man would leave a Queen like I did. Since I'm a man now I'm here to pick you up when I made you fall. I'm here to be your king, something I could'nt do before. I'm here to be your past, present and future. I have been gone all these years to get myself together so when I came back from you there would be no struggle. Its time for you to live like the queen you are. At this time I cant control the rivers that were flowing off my face. Why did it take so long for him to do this? Does he just think HE could walk in and out of my life as he please? What if HE hurts me again?  Do I even know how to love again? *sigh* the questions go on and on. This is too much for me right now. Cmon im too tough, I should'nt be crying like this. The last time I cried like this the Christian Louboutin pumps I wanted did'nt have my size (again, dont judge me). I grab my purse and start heading out the door." I'm not letting you go again." HE says, while getting down on one knee. PAUSE.... wtf is he doing?!?!? PLAY... "Let this be the end to our nightmare and let this be the beginning of our happily ever after." PAUSE.. DANGGG he even remembered what ring I wanted. He betta know because I would not accept anything else. lol. PLAY... I look real sloppy right now with all these tears coming down my face and snot coming down my nose. I tried to play Mr. Stubborn and just continue crying but deep down inside I really wanted to the Swagnation dance
(/-_-)/. * beep, beep, beep*  Yes, thats the sound of my alarm clock. Beautiful way to apologize right? Well I guess I better keep dreaming because doesn't look like I'll be getting a sincere one anytime soon.