This weekend was...

You know what? I always yearn to feel out my quiet side, chill side, the person I once was before all this but you know what? it's gonna be awhile before I see that side again. when I do I wil balance and be whole again. :)

So lets get to the Gist:

Friday....
Morning and afternoon I didnt do much but school stuff. I didnt really think about what I was gonna do that night even tho there was alot to do and I actually had plans that I forgot about. So I went to HU ASA ball and it was cool. My lil bro won ASA King and most of Swagnation was in the building but to be honest I really needed a drink that night and it didnt look like I was getting one untill my cousin hit me up telling me that she wanted to go out. I was soo elated! she was about to save ny night! She suggested that we go to Mood Lounge then Lux lounge. Mood Lounge is always the move for friday night tho. When you get a chance come thru and you'll get to witness first hand what Shamise' goes thru sometimes. Lol you might even make my blog ;) Anywho we go to Mood but it was still kinda early so it wasn't jumping just yet. We sat up in V.I.P with 'the cool people' Lol its so high school sometimes but its cool. We left Mood to go to Lux. When we get there its tooo live! we go towards the restroom first and I see some of my peeps. I planned on chillin with them but my cousin's 'boo' was on the oposite end so we chilled with him and his friends. Guess who one of his friends are? Guess! Mr. Shy Guy himself! posted on the wall looking rather dapper if I may say so myself but I made up my mind, im not fucking with ole boy, that's, how do you say it? #DEAD!!! Anyway, walked up to him to say hi, gave him a hug and we started dancing face to face (Looked too familiar to me). So we're dancing and all and I actually notice that this niggas dick is hard. uummm get that shit from around me whole time your not my dude so stop checking for me #SupaHot. I didn't say anything but I was trying to get my cousins attention to give her the eye 'the lets get the fuck away real quick eye' but I failed mainly because she was standing behind me. wouldve been akward if I turned my head 180°. So we keep dancing and he takes the liberty of kissing my lips. WHAT THE FUCK HOMIE?! we cool but we aint that cool! shit! it blew me but I let it go, thats when I turned around, my cousin says she wants to check out the second floor. I told her what happened and she laughed! LoL I told her friend and he laughed too. it was funny, I wont lie but this guy is a real live walking paradox! so I tried to stay away, after that. he found me of course came over and kissed me again, ewww possesion! I dont like this game at all. I call the shots nigga and right now im telling you to go sit your ass down. he left me alone and when the club was over he called me over to where he was standing and tells me that he really wants yo see me the next day. I say 'Oh' then he asked me if my phone was charged O_o umm nooo come on son I have an HTC we all know how that works. but I answered no, it just died and he says ok, *pulls out one gallopi of a phone* and ask me for my number. Again?? you have it already! ttwww my dumb ass actually went ahead and gave him my number. Then he attempt to call my phone, TF! ummm my phone is dead dumb ass. after dialing my math he now 'gives me permission' to go back to where my cousin was standing. YUCK! crossing lines nigga, crossing lines!!!! anywho I go back and one of the DJs ive promoted for calls me over to run some ideas by me mean while his friends are trying to talk to me. twww. I just took their numbers down for networking purposes. we leave, and this guy walks up to the car trying to holla. YUCK! My friday night ended without liq in my sys! :(

Saturday....
Nothing! thats right I went no where. I was about to go to a house party but gals fell asleep. oh wellz

Sunday....
was the BEST of my weekend! Most fun ive had in months! we got so fucking drunk I came home and handle biz on my own ;) LOL and accomplished twice! if you catch my drift....LOL

Presently....
im loving life, wI see a lot coming my way. Mostly good :)....you know what I learned today? I might be late, but I learned that with every living day you have to take another step towards bettering yourself. Realize who you are and what your made of and that alone will make you more beautiful than you already are. Today, I realized that im capable of doing things I never really thought were my forte' but ill try to pursue them. See I like to have stories to tell my children (one day of course)

alright loves...chow chow

Be Blessed and be a blessing

Peace and Love :)