So I've been dreading to post something on here because I was too embarrassed to tell y'all what's been going on with Tony, oops I mean the Tin Man. The saying goes "fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice shame on me" right? Oh, well SHAME ON MEEEEE! HA! Anyways, we civil or whatever. When we see each other, we say hi. So iz all rye.
I digress. Let me get to the exact reason why things aint sittin right with my spirit. So I'm going to introduce a new character...let's call him Bartholomew. Ok, Bart is a great guy; funny, tall and smart. He is also a mutual friend of Tony and I. So Bart and I are cool. We've talked on the phone a couple of times, no big deal right? Wrong! Eventually a couple of my friends start telling me that Bart likes me. I'm oblivious to the situation because I just don't see it. Subtle signs/hints don't exist to me. So I decided to ask Bart myself. I call Bart and I'm like "hey, quick question, do you like me?" A Yes or No answer would've sufficed. But why was Bart giving me red and blue. My nigga be frank about it! I had to tell him straight up, "Bart we're cool but we're JUST friends". Emphasis on "just", if you didn't peep it capatialized.
Maybe I'm blunt to a fault but damn. All I ask for is the truth! Unfortunately, this is something I'm accustomed to. I don't want to sound conceited or anything but growing up I could never have guy friends because all of them eventually started liking me. This is discouraging. I feel so violated. Now after that awkward conversation with Bart, I'm starting to pick up on the signs my friends warned me about. *insert sarcasm* That's not annoying at all!!!! Maybe I'm too nice that people take my kindness as flirting. This Good Samaritan thing isn't working. Maybe I need to be aggressive.. be be aggressive! I don't know, I thought I was already doing that. People confuse me. I cannot win.
Btw, we ALL lost the bet in the previous post. LaFille and Shamise' got this! Know the girls!
XOXO
-VanNess
Maybe I'm blunt to a fault but damn. All I ask for is the truth! Unfortunately, this is something I'm accustomed to. I don't want to sound conceited or anything but growing up I could never have guy friends because all of them eventually started liking me. This is discouraging. I feel so violated. Now after that awkward conversation with Bart, I'm starting to pick up on the signs my friends warned me about. *insert sarcasm* That's not annoying at all!!!! Maybe I'm too nice that people take my kindness as flirting. This Good Samaritan thing isn't working. Maybe I need to be aggressive.. be be aggressive! I don't know, I thought I was already doing that. People confuse me. I cannot win.
Btw, we ALL lost the bet in the previous post. LaFille and Shamise' got this! Know the girls!
XOXO
-VanNess
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